So, referring back to my previous post, I told about the attack my husband and I have been experiencing. Last night, I had a revelation.
The attack has seemed to be personal, against my work ethic, my personality, my whole being. However, I realized last night that the attack has been solely on my mind. I used to be able to pride myself in multitasking and getting stuff done in a structured precise manner. Not so much anymore. Even the simplest tasks have become easily forgotten. Not only that, but my mindset on things has been completely negative. My attitude has been poor and I haven't made any strides in trying to improve it.
I have had enough. I, as the rest of you, need the full use of my mind, and I am tired of the battle that is being played out in that area. I reclaim the use of my mind and I bind any negative thought or attitude. I am praying that my mind be restored to what it used to be, not years ago, but weeks ago.
Gateway choir sings a song that I am deeming as my new theme song: "I want it all back!"
I want the full use of my mind back. No more confusion, no more negativity, no more forgetfullness. NO MORE!!
Devil...I want it all back! It's not yours to use. It is God's.
For God did not give us the spirit of fear (confusion, bitterness, resentment, negativity) but of power (over anything that tries to bind us), and of love (not hate) and of a sound mind (Thank You, Jesus!)
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