God is Good...

From the abundance of the mind, the mouth speaks. (Or something like that. I think you will get my jest.)

I am sitting here at work giving my sinus medicine time to kick in before beginning my usual tasks. While waiting, I have gone over and read my past few entries. I must seem like a dark, lost soul. I would like to try and redeem myself.

It amazes me how quickly our mind can deceive us. In no time at all our mind can make us believe all sorts of things. In reading through my blogs, I have become to see how deceived I have become.

I am not in the mudslinging business, but somehow, my blogs have represented that I am. I have been on the blunt end of insults and misunderstanding enough in my own life to simply but someone else through that as well. But that is what I have stooped to.

Time can do wonders for our thoughts and, if we are strong enough to wait, our actions. My writings, although completely unintended, could have misled people down a wrong path.

I pray regularly for God to help me be a stepping stone and not a stumbling block. That people could use me to help them get farther along in their walk with God, not stumble because of my doing. But, unfortunately, I believe that I have become just that, a stumbling block.

But...God is Good. He has shown me the error of my ways. If I were to spend more time focusing on Him and less time focused on me and my situations, the abundance of my heart and mind would definatley put me back into the place that I am supposed to be, not slinging mud.

So, I will strive to make this blog more about positive, uplifting things and less about negative things that may cause someone else to stumble.